{"id":10233,"date":"2014-12-13T03:00:23","date_gmt":"2014-12-13T02:00:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=10233"},"modified":"2014-12-11T20:22:07","modified_gmt":"2014-12-11T19:22:07","slug":"tomheten-inuti-mig","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=10233","title":{"rendered":"Tomheten inuti mig"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Ett-hotell.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-large wp-image-10236\" src=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Ett-hotell-1024x309.jpg\" alt=\"Ett hotell\" width=\"640\" height=\"193\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Ett-hotell-1024x309.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Ett-hotell-300x90.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Ett-hotell.jpg 1278w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5h\u00e4r \u00e5rs brukar vi ha ofta ha en planerad resa att se fram emot. N\u00e5gra m\u00e5nader in p\u00e5 det nya \u00e5ret har vi brukat \u00e5ka till varmare land. Vi gillar att promenera efter havet eller sitta och titta p\u00e5 folk, hyra en bil och k\u00f6ra runt i n\u00e5gra fr\u00e4mmande berg. I fjol sprang jag ganska m\u00e5nga pass i ett rent \u00f6kenlandskap, redan det var sp\u00e4nnande.<\/p>\n<p>Resan brukar vara best\u00e4lld i mitten av december och hotellet klart. Sedan sitter jag om kv\u00e4llarna och spanar in kvarteren d\u00e4r vi ska bo, de finns p\u00e5 kartan och p\u00e5 gatubilderna p\u00e5 n\u00e4tet. \u201dD\u00e4r kommer vi nog att g\u00e5 n\u00e4r vi ska ner till havet.\u201d \u201dD\u00e4r ligger n\u00e4rmaste k\u00f6pcentrum.\u201d \u201dDet verkar bra brant nedanf\u00f6r strandpromenaden.\u201d \u201dOm vi hyr bil kan vi \u00e5ka dit bort, f\u00f6r att\u2026\u201d \u201dJust nu \u00e4r det 24 grader varmt d\u00e4r.\u201d<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ingen resa att se fram emot<br \/>\n<\/strong>Den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen ligger vi l\u00e5gt. Inget bokat, inget t\u00e4nkt. Om detta \u00e4r vi \u00f6verens, fast det blir \u00e4nd\u00e5 som en tomhet i mig, n\u00e4r jag inte f\u00e5r planera och fantisera. Nu s\u00e4ger jag detta till den k\u00e4ra v\u00e4nnen. Jag har ingen resa att planera, s\u00e4ger jag. Det k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 tomt.<\/p>\n<p>Vad s\u00e4gs om soptunnan? s\u00e4ger hon och ger mig sopp\u00e5sen.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>S\u00e5h\u00e4r \u00e5rs brukar vi ha ofta ha en planerad resa att se fram emot. N\u00e5gra m\u00e5nader in p\u00e5 det nya \u00e5ret har vi brukat \u00e5ka till varmare land. Vi gillar att promenera efter havet eller sitta och titta p\u00e5 folk, hyra en bil och k\u00f6ra runt i n\u00e5gra fr\u00e4mmande berg. I fjol sprang jag ganska &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=10233\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Tomheten inuti mig<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[24,25],"class_list":["post-10233","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-familjen","tag-karlek","tag-kartan"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10233","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10233"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10233\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10238,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10233\/revisions\/10238"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10233"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10233"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10233"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}