{"id":16404,"date":"2016-11-24T03:00:24","date_gmt":"2016-11-24T02:00:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=16404"},"modified":"2016-11-23T09:52:04","modified_gmt":"2016-11-23T08:52:04","slug":"16404","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=16404","title":{"rendered":"Vaknar mitt i sk\u00e5despelardr\u00f6mmen"},"content":{"rendered":"

Vaknar tjugo minuter \u00f6ver fyra p\u00e5 morgonen, svettig, mitt i en dr\u00f6m. Vi \u00e4r i ett stort t\u00e4lt, det \u00e4r jag, en regiss\u00f6r och en massa sk\u00e5despelare som jag inte k\u00e4nner. Jag \u00e4r nerv\u00f6s, v\u00e5gade inte ta henne i hand som jag m\u00f6tte i t\u00e4lt\u00f6ppningen, d\u00e5 h\u00e4lsade hon i st\u00e4llet.<\/p>\n

– F\u00f6rl\u00e5t, sa jag, det \u00e4r f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen inf\u00f6r kameran.<\/p>\n

Hon log och f\u00f6rstod. Hemma ligger mitt manus kvargl\u00f6mt och gl\u00f6mda \u00e4r mina repliker.<\/p>\n

– Ja, du h\u00f6rde, s\u00e4ger en karl med ett schema i handen n\u00e4r jag smyger\u00a0in i t\u00e4ltet. Du kan komma n\u00e4sta s\u00f6ndag i st\u00e4llet.<\/p>\n

V\u00e4nta, jag \u00e5kte ju med en m\u00e4nniska hit och han ska tydligen vara kvar och filma. N\u00e5gon f\u00e5r komma och h\u00e4mta mig. Ingen t\u00f6rs jag prata med heller, de verkar filma f\u00f6r fullt. Dricker ett glas vatten och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker f\u00f6rg\u00e4ves komma ih\u00e5g vad jag skulle s\u00e4ga. Jag vet ju att jag mindes vartenda ord strax efter att dr\u00f6mmen v\u00e4ckte mig.<\/p>\n

***<\/span><\/p>\n

Varf\u00f6r dr\u00f6mmer jag en s\u00e5dan dr\u00f6m? Jag \u00e4r en murvelsj\u00e4l och ingen akt\u00f6r. Ska jag st\u00e5 p\u00e5 scenen ska det vara ett papper mellan mig och publiken. Amat\u00f6rteater, tv\u00e5 pj\u00e4ser, det r\u00e4knas inte. Replikerna ligger hemma p\u00e5 k\u00f6ksbordet och nu \u00e4r jag f\u00f6r vaken f\u00f6r att minnas vad jag \u00e4r f\u00f6r karakt\u00e4r. Varf\u00f6r \u00e4r vi i ett t\u00e4lt, vad \u00e4r det f\u00f6r sorts l\u00e4ger?<\/p>\n

Nu f\u00e5r n\u00e5gon komma och h\u00e4mta mig.<\/p>\n

\"Bes\u00f6kande\"<\/a>Hem<\/a><\/span>\u00a0|\u00a0Om mig<\/a><\/span>\u00a0|\u00a0Skriva & prata<\/a><\/span>\u00a0|\u00a0Politik<\/a><\/span>\u00a0|\u00a0L\u00f6pa<\/a><\/span>\u00a0|\u00a0Viktor Root<\/a><\/span>\u00a0| Firman<\/span>\u00a0<\/a>|\u00a0K\u00f4ppra<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Vaknar tjugo minuter \u00f6ver fyra p\u00e5 morgonen, svettig, mitt i en dr\u00f6m. Vi \u00e4r i ett stort t\u00e4lt, det \u00e4r jag, en regiss\u00f6r och en massa sk\u00e5despelare som jag inte k\u00e4nner. Jag \u00e4r nerv\u00f6s, v\u00e5gade inte ta henne i hand som jag m\u00f6tte i t\u00e4lt\u00f6ppningen, d\u00e5 h\u00e4lsade hon i st\u00e4llet. – F\u00f6rl\u00e5t, sa jag, det … Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa Vaknar mitt i sk\u00e5despelardr\u00f6mmen<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":16408,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[28],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16404","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kreativt-folk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16404","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16404"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16404\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16431,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16404\/revisions\/16431"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/16408"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16404"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16404"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16404"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}