{"id":8384,"date":"2014-03-04T03:00:45","date_gmt":"2014-03-04T02:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=8384"},"modified":"2014-03-03T17:15:49","modified_gmt":"2014-03-03T16:15:49","slug":"den-fjarde-drommen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=8384","title":{"rendered":"Den fj\u00e4rde dr\u00f6mmen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b><a href=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Block-och-penna.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-8386 alignleft\" alt=\"Block och penna\" src=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Block-och-penna-300x209.jpg\" width=\"300\" height=\"209\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Block-och-penna-300x209.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Block-och-penna-1024x713.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Block-och-penna.jpg 1585w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/b><i>&#8211; Du lever i din egen v\u00e4rld\u2026<\/i> sa k\u00e4re far.\u00a0 Han hade r\u00e4tt f\u00f6rst\u00e5s, f\u00f6r dr\u00f6mma kan jag.<\/p>\n<p>Den unge mannens dr\u00f6mmar handlade om flicka, familj och f\u00f6r det tredje om att bli v\u00e4rldsm\u00e4stare i ett styck l\u00e4ngre l\u00f6pgren. Tv\u00e5 r\u00e4tt av tre, det \u00e4r v\u00e4l inte illa?<\/p>\n<p>Men s\u00e5 var det den fj\u00e4rde dr\u00f6mmen. Att f\u00e5 sitta i en skogsgl\u00e4nta och plita i ett block eller hemma och knattra p\u00e5 en skrivmaskin. Fr\u00e5n mitt fjortonde \u00e5r har den funnits d\u00e4r, denna underliga besatthet i att vilja se bokst\u00e4ver dansa och s\u00e4ga det jag vill ha sagt. Pengar i sig har jag aldrig dr\u00f6mt om, men tid. Tid till att sitta i gl\u00e4ntan.<\/p>\n<p>Allts\u00e5 har en av dagdr\u00f6mmarna i 49 \u00e5r handlat om hur mycket tid jag skulle kunna skrapa ihop p\u00e5 sommarlovet och senare semestern till att fila p\u00e5 den senaste texten. Alltid dessa texter, alltid detta sug.<\/p>\n<p><b>R\u00e4knar hela tiden<br \/>\n<\/b>Det \u00e4r ingenting konstigt med det. Den som har en b\u00e5t skrapar, den som har ett hus spikar. Jag plitar. \u00c5r efter \u00e5r har jag r\u00e4knat ut hur mycket jag skulle beh\u00f6va f\u00f6r att betala ett ledigt \u00e5r. Just nu vet jag precis vad som skulle beh\u00f6vas f\u00f6r att ta tidig pension. Jag vet hur m\u00e5nga arbetsdagar det \u00e4r kvar till pensionen ocks\u00e5, om man tar bort ny\u00e5rsafton 2015.<\/p>\n<p><i>&#8211; Du lever i din egen v\u00e4rld\u2026<\/i> Ja, jag vet. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4lskar jag mitt ordinarie jobb. Det g\u00f6r r\u00e4tt m\u00e5nga b\u00e5t\u00e4gare med, men det \u00e4r den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan n\u00e4r vinden tar tag i seglen &#8211; eller n\u00e4r texten lyfter och n\u00e5gon blir ber\u00f6rd.<\/p>\n<p>Den k\u00e4nslan. Den kittlar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8211; Du lever i din egen v\u00e4rld\u2026 sa k\u00e4re far.\u00a0 Han hade r\u00e4tt f\u00f6rst\u00e5s, f\u00f6r dr\u00f6mma kan jag. Den unge mannens dr\u00f6mmar handlade om flicka, familj och f\u00f6r det tredje om att bli v\u00e4rldsm\u00e4stare i ett styck l\u00e4ngre l\u00f6pgren. Tv\u00e5 r\u00e4tt av tre, det \u00e4r v\u00e4l inte illa? Men s\u00e5 var det den fj\u00e4rde dr\u00f6mmen. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/?p=8384\" class=\"more-link\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Den fj\u00e4rde dr\u00f6mmen<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,5,4],"tags":[3,24],"class_list":["post-8384","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-familjen","category-lopning","category-skrivande","tag-arbete","tag-karlek"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8384","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8384"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8384\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8388,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8384\/revisions\/8388"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8384"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8384"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sven-ove.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8384"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}